Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Stepping out of old routines

Well, so much for keeping up with the blog. Sorry folks, I doubt you want to hear the same old stuff over and over again.

I have been doing some serious thinking on my novel and have started to lean towards self-publishing once again. For some reason, I have been looking into a company called Trafford. I had looked at them once before and that was nearly three years ago, but the sensation to go back became too much to ignore.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s expensive, and yet I am drawn to it. Something about physically holding my book into my hand seems too dominant my thoughts as of late, perhaps this is where I need to go. But for now, I await an answer from the current publisher I submitted to.

In the mean time, I have stepped out of my element and had a Reiki treatment done. I’ll warn you, this seems a little far out there for those who may not know or understand what Reiki is. But let me say this, it was one of the most amazing experiences I have ever had! Seriously.

My eyes were kept open through most of the session, until I decided to close them. Just to see if it made a difference.

Boy, did it!

At first when my eyes were closed, I get the usual sight of red across. You know how the sun works and when your eyes close up it’s all red… but the more relaxed I felt, the more I began to see. The red vanished and them mixed in to green. The light source of the room didn’t change the least bit. And yet the colours across my eyes did; Red, greens, white and a lovely shade of blue. It was honestly amazing, and then I saw shadows move across. Like the little dots you see when staring at a light too long. I wasn’t staring into the sun if you are thinking that and the light in the room was off.

I learned much about myself that day, and many things were bang on. My Reiki master knows of me, but the things she was able to pick up off of my energy were things I didn’t even tell her! She saw who guided me. Spirits and Archangels, there is so much I could tell you, but the best way to know and understand what I am talking about is to experience it yourself. I am a spiritual person; I don’t force any belief on people that is why I won’t go any farther in this. If you have an open mind to this concept, I invite you to try it. Three days after my treatment and still have energy to burn!

I was so invigorated after the session, it was like a cup of coffee when you really need coffee. LOL.

But one thing I shall share that I learned about myself… well.. a past self of mine. This is rather cool.

But first, let me explain one quick thing. I suffer from a pain in my shoulder. I didn’t tweek it, I haven’t done anything to make it sore, it just happened and has remained since. Well, I may have the answer as to why that is.

During the session my Reiki master picked up a pain in my right shoulder (only now does it seem to bother me, but that’s another story) She asked me about it, but I explained it’s in my left. She focuses on the area and announces that it was from a past life.

I was a man, a warrior. (Which explains why I LOVE that Disturbed song Warrior) And I was going to lead an army, a promotion was up and I was guaranteed it since I was good at my job. However someone who I thought I could trust stabbed me in the back… literally. I didn’t die, however due to the injury, I couldn’t take command. Yet the person who stabbed me got the promotion.

It explains why all my life, I was distrusting of people. I didn’t let anyone close in fear of being harmed. Not physically of course, but emotional and mentally. It revealed quite a bit to me. My Reiki master went on to explain the one who took control, the promotion wasn’t what they expected. But apparently got theirs in the end. I assumed they were punished or something.

They got beheaded. X.X

Anywho, my experience goes on, Animal Spirit guides were revealed as I found the reasons why they are in my life and continue to be. (They were telling me things my mom had been for years!)

I hoped you enjoyed the blog today, I will try to update soon. But for now, I will be working and saving up for Austin Texas. The World Horror Convention awaits!